Hey!
I've thought a lot of insane things. I've been schizophrenic for basically my whole life. I have lived in fantasy, particularly 2008 to 2009. I seem to have a genetic defect which has made me paranoid, led me to hear and to welcome hearing voices. Not checking things out, I thought the voices of fantasy to be legitimate, equal to the voice of God. I want now to apologize for making accusations against other people. I basically should not have done so; I was crazy when I did. I want to apologize most for accusing my father of molesting me. My father did not molest me. He put his hand on my groin when I was 6, almost 7, but I think it was inadvertant and misinterpreted due to a childhood buddy having raped me a few days earlier. I want to apologize for accusing my parents of abusing me. They didn't, basically, except for a few times when my father slugged me for reasons unknown to me. I want to apologize for accusing Wake Forest Baptist Church of sexual violation; I had no right to do so. I want to apologize for writing most of "PIPE The History", which came to me through voices I heard in large part andd which can be seen as sort of "automatic writing" (for those into the occult). I want to apologize for accusing people of being body double replacements; that came from a mental disorder called "Capgras Syndrome". Thanks for accepting my apologies.
Vigilance and Justice,
Peace & Love -- Pipe
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
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